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Have you ever [Apr. 7th, 2008|09:32 am]
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]

Have you ever read or seen something that makes you think of me?

Have you ever wondered what I’m doing?

Have you ever wished that we’d meet some day?

Have you ever figured how many miles apart we are?

Have you ever looked at your inbox and felt sad when there’s no e-mail from me?

Have you ever cried over me?

Have you ever wanted to hug?

Have you ever wished for more than just a friendship?

Have you ever felt that I had forgotten about you?

Have you ever wished that we had never gotten to know each other?

Our relationship is way lopsided I know and on my ‘I wish’ posting I guess the one that sums it up the best is - I wish she loved and cared for me as much as I do her.

Friendship and love – why does it have to be so confusing???



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friendship [Mar. 13th, 2008|11:02 am]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

What a difference an e-mail can do.
After weeks of waiting it’s SOOOO nice to hear from the friend you love.
Just a short message that let me know you’re doing well was like hitting the reset button on my mood.
Zap, back to normal.
Well normal for me anyways.
It’s great to hear that things are coming around.

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friendship [Mar. 10th, 2008|02:30 pm]
[Current Mood |sadsad]

I read a quote that said that you shouldn’t cry over someone who wouldn’t cry over you.
That’s easy to say but quite hard to do.
Especially when it’s someone you’ve grown quite fond of.
Who you like.
Who you love.
As a friend.
You could do without me but I would have a very hard time doing without you.
And yes I do cry over you.
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friendship [Mar. 5th, 2008|11:03 am]
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

I'm not used to having my e-mails ignored.
So I just sit and wait.
We're friends right?
Is it too much to ask to answer one question?
I miss hearing from you.
But I'm not a "real" friend and I guess I never will be.
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